Day Three: Giving up the Tar sticks

[VirulentWaif]

Fuck you all.......Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.........lol

Mmmmmmmmm, I gave up Pot without a second thought and only went back to it on one occassion after drinking a bottle of scotch neat. Tobacco is another thing entirely, you dont get high off it so there is no real feeling of uphoria from smoking a ciggy, and yet the bloody things get psycologically embedded in your mind. I didn't realise how much time I spent needing my next ciggy until I actually decided to fully give the little suckers up, I find myself pacing the house, reading books that three days ago I wouldn't have read...EVER..and I do mean EVER!.
My taste in Music has expanded...dont ask me why, but I heard a song from The Hives the other day and the bloody thing is stuck in my head, not that the Hives are a bad band but I never really got into 'rock'.
My taste buds are amazed with not only having a small amount of senses, but actually being able to break down the many flavours in a nice wedge of blue vein cheese from one of Tassies finest cheese makers was a real treat today. Even the beer I had with dinner actually tasted like beer, it was a really nice small brewery from northern Tassie... a honey stout........mmmmmm Very nice.
Ive been walking for five weeks now twice a day for half an hour ( this actually is walking for half an hour and then having to walk back, so really ine hour :P ), and as I say nervous tension is incredible, but I never take money on these walks, and I stick to the beach front, so there is no possible chance ill buy a packet on my sojourns.
Oh and I smelled a rose today as well on my walk and the smell almost knocked me out, I previously hated the aroma of roses, thinking it was on par with lavendar water and musty old women :P, the smell of this rose was fantastic, ah well I suppose when you stop smoking these senses will come back slowly :P.
Anyway if you all can put up with me posting blogs up as I go, ill continue to do so.
Blah BlaH bLAh to you all

[Teek]

I am so proud of you James... Green eyes.... all I can say....

[VirulentWaif]

Well its now day 17 and I haven't had one ciggy...nor have I been using patches, I have walked into many newsagents and "almost" bought ciggies but grabbed for the chewing gum instead. Okay now im probably addicted to gum but hey Id rather chew than die of cancer yes?...
Walking is helping heaps, got some awsome new boots to break in for bushwalking so they are getting their fair share of pavement, dirt and sand pounding :P.
must say I havent put on any weight, but I certainly havent started loosing any yet, even though I have altered my diet slightly and I cook everything I eat, and not buy from a shop.
Ah well I suppose it will all come to fruition just before winter starts as I said :P.
Next time.

[Samhains]

Your a lazy pothead,,get off the weed man - I bet I could get high off your persperation..fucking yuck!
So you walk-- well good for you la de da...LOL I walk too, only because GOD GAVE ME LEGS! LOL use them or loose them thats what I say...

what are you a fat bastard? too lazy and now have to be overly proud of yourself cause you got the fuck off the couch and started to walk again..WELL HOLLY SHIT IS A MIRICLE...I say get up and walk, exersise thoughs demons out of you! -YOU ARE HEALED!..you know, you've only been walking since about TWO YEARS OLD!!..it's not like its a new thing.
Not like your the first to do it...

stop smoking pot!!..Get the fuck off the couch..
(puff puff, choke, cough...exhail..)

PS: I only read the the frist two lines LOL
Fuck you all.......Fuck, Fuck, Fuck.........lol

Mmmmmmmmm, I gave up Pot without a second thought and only went back to it on one occassion after drinking a bottle of scotch neat.

and then the middle, something about walking , and then something about you gave up sucking cock?

I didn't realise how much time I spent needing my next ciggy until I actually decided to fully give the little suckers up,

OH WAIT THAT WAS CIGGYS YOU WANTED TO STOP SUCKING ON...ya me too :0

LOL -forget I said anything LOL

[VirulentWaif]

Wow day seven and im feeling great....bit light headed and excitable still... I guess thats just my personality coming through. Have noticed as the days go by that as soon as I put the patch on I get an itching at the site, and a headache, I found out from a doctor that most people are actually slightly allergic to tobacco, or at least nicotine.
Going to try to make it through the day tomorrow without a patch, see if I have the courage and will power :P.
At least my attitude has been good, I still rip peoples head off, but only if they honestly deserve it :P and we cant bury Virulentwaif in total and leave the sad little boy all alone can we now :P.
Excercise is doing fine, by the end of summer I should be looking thinnish again, just in time to rug up for winter again lol :P.
Anyway Im going to push off and read the Sherlock Holmes novel..... A Study in Scarlett, nighty night.

Oh and where the hell are all the women around here, you would think they have all been stolen by santa :P.

[Leith]

Well done! Its amazing how the senses come back after giving up smoking...ANYTHING!
Yep, walking and any aerobic exercise is great for taking your mind off it and it defeats the cravings. Especially if youreoff bush walking somewhere... then no asshole can piss you off!

Hey, I'll send you a little prezzie to help with the weight loss. Check your sharing folder in MSN. ;-)